came back from subang..

last saturday noon, after da class..
ii take LRT back to kelana jaya..
my sis pick me up there..
then we back to my subang house..
wait my 2nd sis finish work..
n then to have lunch togeta..
(actually ii had already my lunch with Miss Peng)
besides da weather is really HOT!! ishhh~~
after lunch went back home..
then my 2nd sis were preparin out..
ishh~~ iim not follow her cause ii haven bath yet.. =(
then ii set at home with my 3rd sis..
watchin tv da whole afternoon..
at nitez after dinner n took bath..
we went to my elder sis's house..
after that went old town yam cha with my sis n her bf..
have a long chat over there.. DOINKK!!
1st time.. yupz is da 1st time ii talk so much with her bf.. =S
12am++ reach home..
after changin then have video call with my babe boy.. =]
hehee.. happie happie~~
haihs.. ii have 9days din meet with my babe.. =(
n within this week da onli chance ii get to see him is through 3G..
haihs.. so bad ii still cant touch him or hug him.. =(
ii miss you babe.. miss you so so much..

today woke up around 12.30pm.. *lazy piggy* x]
then mama them went out for bfast n ii stay home..
prepared myself n pack my thing n ate my bfast also..
then they came back n ii play while with my baobei..
yea my baobei is so so cuteee.. yippieee yaya!!
but then at da same time she is so notty too.. ishh~~
she bite me!! =( *sobz* then pull my hair too..
alamak my hair already drop many she still pull it.. =(
my pitty hair.. SAYANG!!
after that went hair cut with my sis them..
baobei have a new hair style.. she's CUTEEE!! x]
then ii cut my hair too.. =X
bit um seh dak after ii cut it..
ishhh~~ fast fast grow ya!! =(
then went have dinner with family..
after da dinner jie fu fetch me back cheras..
that my day loh.. =X
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n now my mood is so damn down!!
sorry for my rudeness!! ii apologies bout that..
iim really tryin my very best to calm myself or dun think bout it!!
but iim still a human being n ii have my own feelin ritez?
as what some1 always said.. ii also have my own limit ritez??
but some1 is always tryin to cross my limit..

or mayb ii should not blamin others..
ii should blame myself??
blame myself on iim still not tough enough..
iim not not that strong enough..
iim still weak n failure??
ii still let u to effect me n my emotion??
ishhh~~ wtf!! what is this huh??
ii really dunno how describe my feelin now..
really dunno!! ii cant do anythin..
what ii can do is just "fatt ji kei mang zhang" here..
ishhh~~ SLAP ME!!! wtf!!
tryin to calm myself..
yea yea ii admit iim xiu hei..so so??
my babe know bout me..
ii did told him alots bout me when we start our relationship..
iim not that dai fong as like this loh!!
plsss loh iim still a gal ritez??

okay.. after shout out somethin here..
make me feel bit better.. ii think!!
ishh~~ beh tahan already..
keep to myself too long jor..
if still dun express bit out..
ii think ii will b ki siao!!
or fall sick already!! =X