bulat bulat..

what is bulat bulat? n why bulat bulat?
yea ii think some of my frenz know what's that..
tar lang~~ da answer is my face.. =(
yupz my face is bulat bulat n toii toii.. -___-lll
bit paiseh to said myself like this.. *sweat*
but why suddenly ii will so realize bout this??
altought ii know this fact always..
it's because just now ii went take photo..
cause iim goin to learn car n need 2 photo..
n my face in da photo is really BIG + ROUND!! =(
* SIGHT!! BIG SIGHT!!! *
haihs.. dunno why.. really dun understand..
altought ii know that my face is chubby..
but why when ii take those photo will make me more chubby??
WHY?? who can answer me this Q?? aiks!!
angle problem?? mayb.. ishhh~~

*this da photo.. actually ii had take 2 times..
n this is da 1 which ii most satisfy edi..
so ii just print out this lohh.. T____T
ii know it's funny.. but dun laught kay peoples?? *

then ii reach home n change my msn pm to "SAD ahhh!!!!"
some of my frenz came ask me what happen..
n ii told them what had happen lohh..
n u know what..??
when ii saw my picha..
ii like thinkin that my face can compare with Mr.Ah Kit cousin's son..
which da 1 ii called him BULAT BULAT!! doinkk~
hahaha.. anyways thanks alots to u guys..
thanks for cheer me n tam me happie.. xD
dun worry ii wont be so that sad or upset edi..
will accept myself n love myself much much..
*sound bit perasaan -____-lll*
but we use to love n accept all of ourself!! ritez? XD

n ii more funny thing happen while today B.English class..
ii was eatin bread in da class n Mr.Rong Jing saw that..
he said.. "Jackie, u still eat bread ah? later ur face more bulat ahh.."
*something like that lahh.. dun really rmb..*
when ii hear that ii was like.. "-___-lll eat bread jek worr.. wont guaa"
doinkk!! anyways ii know u dun mean it..
n it really make me laugh lah weii~~ DOINKK!!

day out..

wulalala~ today is thurday..
is da out datin day with my babe~ x]
went KLCC watch movie with my babe..
wana watch "Harry Potter" at da 1st de..
then heard ppls said not that nice..
then bla bla bla change mind to...

" The Proposal"
a very simple story line's movie..
but ii like those simple movie.. xD

hehehehee~
enjoy da movie with babe..
but iim suffer with da "galz's pain" T______T
after da movie went MCD have lunch..
ii just ate nudges cause iim still full..
rest for while cause is really painful.. =(
no more fast foods for this weeks!!
this is da 3rd times ii ate fast food in this week.. -___-lll
then went skin food buy nail polish n went back le..
cause is really pain..

a very simple day out with babe..
but iim still happie cause can see you.. =]
sowie cause today bit mou sam qing..
really tummy um shu fuk.. =(
n sowie for showin my temper bit bit..
but today babe patient me.. kakaka~
wulalala~ xD can b notty galz 1 day..

okies lah.. that my simple day.. xD
waitin tommorow comin..
cause can see my babe again!
wakakakakaka~~
sowie for da hyper ya~~
just bit abnormal in this period.. DOINK!!
GudNitez~

EVERYTHING

Everything - Lee Hom Wang

故事里的 起程转合 有一些忘记

gu shi li de qi cheng zhuan he you yi xie wang ji

Leave the story there are some forget to all

做了多少错误的选择

zuo le duo shao cuo wu de xuan ze

How much do the wrong choice

原来波折 才暗示着 该走的方向

yuan lai bo zhe cai an shi zhe gai zou de fang xiang

Only implies that the original twists and turns in the direction

指引你我来到这一刻

zhi yin ni wo lai dao zhe yi ke

Guide you and I came to this moment

就算别人都说 我们没什么出息

jiu suan bie ren dou shuo wo men mei shen me chu xi

Even if people say that we have not offer

不可能会这样轻易放弃

bu ke neng hui zhe yang qing yi fang qi

Can not give up so easily

Cause you’re My Everything

Cause you're My Everything

Cause you're My Everything

就一个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界

jiu yi ge yuan yin rang wo yong gan mian dui zhe ge shi jie

On one of the reasons why, let me brave to face the world

想给你 Everything

xiang gei ni Everything

Everything you want to

不管用多少个明天

bu guan yong duo shao ge ming tian

No matter how many more tomorrow

永远从此刻开始算起

yong yuan cong ci ke kai shi suan qi

Beginning from this moment forever

你的爱是我的 Everything

ni de ai shi wo de Everything

Your Love is My Everything

辽阔天际 巧合相遇 有多少机率

liao kuo tian ji qiao he xiang yu you duo shao ji luu

Coincidence that the vast horizon the number of chances to meet

多少烟火 坠落无痕迹

duo shao yan huo zhui luo wu hen ji

No traces of the number of pyrotechnics falling

因为幸福 没有捷径 难免要绕道

yin wei xing fu mei you jie jing nan mian yao rao dao

Is inevitable because there is no shortcut to happiness by pass

不被看好越是要做到

bu bei kan hao yue shi yao zou dao

Will not be good to do more

就算别人都说 我们没什么出息

jiu suan bie ren dou shuo wo men mei shen me chu xi

Even if people say that we have not offer

不可能会这样轻易放弃

bu ke neng hui zhe yang qing yi fang qi

Can not give up so easily

你就是 Everything

ni jiu shi Everything

You are Everything

就这个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界

jiu zhe ge yuan yin rang wo yong gan mian dui zhe ge shi jie

For this reason, let me courage to face the world

想给你 Everything

xiang gei ni Everything

Everything you want to

只要你说一声愿意

zhi yao ni shuo yi sheng yuan yi

As long as you are willing to say

所有的未来才有意义

suo you de wei lai cai you yi yi

The future will only be meaningful to all

你的爱是我的 Everything

ni de ai shi wo de Everything

Your Love is My Everything

Cause you’re My Everything

Cause you're My Everything

Cause you're My Everything

就一个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界

jiu yi ge yuan yin rang wo yong gan mian dui zhe ge shi jie

On one of the reasons why, let me brave to face the world

(勇敢面对这个世界)

(yong gan mian dui zhe ge shi jie)

(Brave face in the world)

想给你 Everything

xiang gei ni Everything

Everything you want to

不管用多少个明天

bu guan yong duo shao ge ming tian

No matter how many more tomorrow

永远从此刻开始算起

yong yuan cong ci ke kai shi suan qi

Beginning from this moment forever

你就是 Everything

ni jiu shi Everything

You are Everything

就如这个原因 我会永远记住这种感觉

jiu ru zhe ge yuan yin wo hui yong yuan ji de zhe zhu gan jue
For this reason, as I will always remember this feeling

(想给你 Everything)

(xiang gei ni Everything)

(Would like to give you Everything)

只要你说一声愿意

zhi yao ni shuo yi sheng yuan yi

As long as you are willing to say

所有的未来才有意义

suo you de wei lai cai you yi yi

The future will only be meaningful to all

你的爱是我的 Everything

Ni de ai shi wo de Everything

Your Love is My Everything

this is for my only babe..

LOVE you my babe boy ♥ !!

heart you alotz alotz ♥ !!!

muackz muackz~

failure..

again iim fail..
like fall from da sky..
again because of some stupid small thing..
n ii cant stand for it..
then we get into this situation..
ii think both of us had enought bored for it le bah?
wtf!! really dunno..
should ii be honest to you??
or should ii hide my feelin from you??
whateva whos care?? XD
that my own problem..
ii wont expect anythin from any1..
no 1 will know me..
no 1 will understand what iim thinkin..
even da 1 who very very closed with me..
ya this is what in my mind now..
no 1 wana step da 1st step..
so just let it be lohh..
what to do??
dunno.. really dunno..
mayb you still you..
n ii still ii..
2 difference people!!
maybe!! whos know?? XD
anyway ii still cheer myself after da tear finish drop..
will sayang myself n cover myself with blanket if ii feel cold..
ya.. iim alone!! nevermind ii will try to accept it..
cheer up n work hard to myself!!

zhu fann po..

today ii bcum da whole day zhu fann po.. xD
receive Miss Peng called around 7++..
when iim still half awake yet..
ii remember she said, Jackie today class cancel jor..
then ii remember ii replied her..
lucky ii haven wake up jekk.. DOINK!
then ii continue my sweet dream nohh.. xDD
actually before ii receive Miss Peng called..
my babe had called me to wake me up de..
then ii still lao gei said wan sleep more while cause tired.. =P
still remember that babe ask me dun go for class.. XD
see ii panai ritez?? ii still remember what hapen nehh~~ XD

then around 11++ ii wake up nohh..
receive called from my mami.. ishh~~
she really dai tao har lah wei..
she ask me bout her ATM worr.. -____-lll
how ii know jek mami?? doink~~
then called babe to chit chat while.. XD
then wake up luu..
change my bed sheet..
wipe da dust on my table n bla bla bla..
after that go eat my bfast~~

after bfast ii vacuum da whole house (upstairs + downstairs)
then ii mop it too.. iim gud galz today.. xD
then wash toilet.. doinkk~~
then rest for while n took my bath.. =P
after bath do mask while watchin tv.. XD
then chat while with kim jiang..
tonitez goin pm with her.. XD

n then my mami called again..
ask me to cook 1st.. cause my baba haven back yet.. =(
then ii go prepare for cook luu..
1st ii wana fries da fish.. ishh~~ ii hate this!!
before that ii put some salt on da fish..
n da fish cut my finger.. T_____T
stupid fish!! dunwan eat u!! hmmph!!
wahh~~ yau ging mou him.. ii finish fries da fish..
then after that ii wana cook da petai..
ii like petai~~ but ii duno cook.. =(
so just follow how mami teach me on da phone luu..
put onion -> prawn -> petai -> chilli..
okies okies... finish cookin~~
not bad not bad nahh..
dun complain ya~~ xDDD

after dinner n wash da dishes..
go change n wait for kim jiang luu~~
then we went to pm nohh..
walk walk n see see~~
bla bla bla~~

she bought some fruits n foods for her family..
then we put da thing in da car 1st..
then ii go da bao bubble milk tea for my bro..
n we go get our bag~~ yupz it's CHEAP!!! XD
after that when we walk to da car..
we saw a stall which sell Tee..
not bad n i'ts cheap too..
so we buy again nohh.. =X
after that have some galz talk with kim jiang..
n she fetch me home n also went home le..

wulalaa~ that my simple day nahh~~
now iim goin to rush my minute le.. T______T
ii really so so HATE to do minute ahh!!! =(
whateva still have to finish it n pass it to wendy..
ishhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~

Happie Birthday!

today is my LuiiYan Miss Yee Man 19th years old birthday o!
wuhuuuuu~ darlin dai kor luii lohh..
dun so playfull le o.. xDD *just jokin niaaa*
hope u be happie everyday..
n get what u wants loh.. x]
all da best ya!! muackz~

today..

today ii skip da mornin economics class..
cause cant get to wake up n iim not feelin well..
sowie babe cause you called n ii fall sleep again.. =(
around 11am ii only wake up n prepare myself..
then ii took cab to midah for waitin bus..
then ii reach college around 12.45pm..
wait Miss Peng, Mr Kit n Mr Banana back to coll..
cause they was da bao-in MCD for our lunch..
thank you so much!! x]

then start da 2nd class (QM of DC)..
walau ehh~~ iim goin to die soon..
cause there is so many number..
n it really make me confuse + blur lah wei.. =(
anyway ii still have to do it..
still have to LIKE it..
cause ii dunwan FAIL in my exam!! GAMBATEH!!

after da class ii took bus to mv again..
to meet up my mami there..
ii saw a very very nice phone hanger.. =(
but it quite expensive.. =(
so bad~~ ii want it nahh.. T____T
after dinner took cab home..

reach home then bang bang..
as usual on my pc..
play games.. see blog.. n chat while..
n somthin happen also..
my mami dun allow me to wear short pants to coll..
OMG!! that mean everyday long pants??
ishhh~~ gonna faint!!! sienzz ahhh~~~ =(
anyway there is still somthin let me feel happie..
which is ii can meet my babe luuu~~ awwww~~ x]
okies.. that all for tonitez bahh..
Nitez~ Sweet Dream~ x]

came back from subang..

last saturday noon, after da class..
ii take LRT back to kelana jaya..
my sis pick me up there..
then we back to my subang house..
wait my 2nd sis finish work..
n then to have lunch togeta..
(actually ii had already my lunch with Miss Peng)
besides da weather is really HOT!! ishhh~~
after lunch went back home..
then my 2nd sis were preparin out..
ishh~~ iim not follow her cause ii haven bath yet.. =(
then ii set at home with my 3rd sis..
watchin tv da whole afternoon..
at nitez after dinner n took bath..
we went to my elder sis's house..
after that went old town yam cha with my sis n her bf..
have a long chat over there.. DOINKK!!
1st time.. yupz is da 1st time ii talk so much with her bf.. =S
12am++ reach home..
after changin then have video call with my babe boy.. =]
hehee.. happie happie~~
haihs.. ii have 9days din meet with my babe.. =(
n within this week da onli chance ii get to see him is through 3G..
haihs.. so bad ii still cant touch him or hug him.. =(
ii miss you babe.. miss you so so much..

today woke up around 12.30pm.. *lazy piggy* x]
then mama them went out for bfast n ii stay home..
prepared myself n pack my thing n ate my bfast also..
then they came back n ii play while with my baobei..
yea my baobei is so so cuteee.. yippieee yaya!!
but then at da same time she is so notty too.. ishh~~
she bite me!! =( *sobz* then pull my hair too..
alamak my hair already drop many she still pull it.. =(
my pitty hair.. SAYANG!!
after that went hair cut with my sis them..
baobei have a new hair style.. she's CUTEEE!! x]
then ii cut my hair too.. =X
bit um seh dak after ii cut it..
ishhh~~ fast fast grow ya!! =(
then went have dinner with family..
after da dinner jie fu fetch me back cheras..
that my day loh.. =X
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n now my mood is so damn down!!
sorry for my rudeness!! ii apologies bout that..
iim really tryin my very best to calm myself or dun think bout it!!
but iim still a human being n ii have my own feelin ritez?
as what some1 always said.. ii also have my own limit ritez??
but some1 is always tryin to cross my limit..

or mayb ii should not blamin others..
ii should blame myself??
blame myself on iim still not tough enough..
iim not not that strong enough..
iim still weak n failure??
ii still let u to effect me n my emotion??
ishhh~~ wtf!! what is this huh??
ii really dunno how describe my feelin now..
really dunno!! ii cant do anythin..
what ii can do is just "fatt ji kei mang zhang" here..
ishhh~~ SLAP ME!!! wtf!!
tryin to calm myself..
yea yea ii admit iim xiu hei..so so??
my babe know bout me..
ii did told him alots bout me when we start our relationship..
iim not that dai fong as like this loh!!
plsss loh iim still a gal ritez??

okay.. after shout out somethin here..
make me feel bit better.. ii think!!
ishh~~ beh tahan already..
keep to myself too long jor..
if still dun express bit out..
ii think ii will b ki siao!!
or fall sick already!! =X

randoms..

today was havin B.English mid-term test..

ii dun really know how to answer da Q..
but ii still tryin my best to finish it.. x] guaii lehh??
after da test ii ate da rice cake that ii bough from KLCC Isetan..
there is havin Hokkaido Fair right now.. x] YUM YUM~ blekk!
then ii take bus to MV to meet up with my mami..
after meet up with mami.. we decide to have our dinner 1st..
so we went to da gardens.. at 1st we went to da japanese restaurant..
but at last we change our mind to da chinese restaurant.. x]

here some picha..

"lau sha pao" this 1 so so only..
hmm..ii kok dak pavlion one is better nahh.. doinkk!

"shui gao" YUM YUMM~ x]

da porridge.. hmm..not bad not bad.. =]

wet tissue?? doinkk!!

me, waitin da food..

spot my new purple phone hanger?? haha.. x]
look like bit doink doink ritez?? ishh~~

after that we go walk walk arround cause mami wana buy shoes..
but then we cant found it..sp went home le..
bit tired.. n tommorow still havin my Finiancial Accountin Test.. =(
worry-in now!! ishhh~~ ii cant memorize so much thing lahh weii..
but still no choice.. have to memorize too.. T____T
hopefully ii can answer da Q for tommorow..
pray for me kay?? thax thax~~ *wink* x]

here some randoms picha take last week..

this picha take on last friday..
dunno why just like it.. ishhh~~

at my sis house..

OMG!! see my dark eye circle?? *sobz*

wulalalaa~
iim goin back subang tomorrow after class..
so now iim goin to pack my thing luu..
Nitez Nitez~~ x]

life..

today will be my baby nephew "man yue" o..

should be a very happie day ritez??

but yesterday happen something make me bit down..

haihs.. suddenly feel that life is so short..

we must appriciate our TIME n LIFE.. dun ever waste it!!

my babe boy's grandma pass away yesterday noon..

get to know da news after babe send me coll n went to work..

shock that time.. really shock.. =(

cause ii worry my babe will very sad n down..

he actually plan to back ipoh next week to see his grandma..

but sometimes we really cant get to know what will goin happen..

haihs.. then at midnitez.. my darlin Miss Peng called me..

n she cry.. this is da 1st time ii hear she cry..

then she told me that she cant do da assignment edi..

cause her grandpa pass away just now..

OMG!! ii was stunt that time..

dunno what ii can do.. reali shock n stunt..

my mind was stop workin for a moment.

after that ii message her.. try to comfort her..

hopefully u will be okay darlin.. SAYANG!!

My God.. why so sudden??

iim worry now.. iim worry any of my family will leave me..

ii always refuse to think bout this.. ishh~~

hopefully they rest peacefull in heaven.. *pray*

now iim continue to my assignment..

pray for me too..

hopefully ii can finish it!!

GAMBATEH!!

for you..

iim hurt.. heart is so damn pain now..
alots thing happen in this pass month..
both of us were not sweet as last time..
times pass so fast..
our happiness gone so fast too??
why?? why it cant last more longer bit??
just a bit bit more ii also satisfy..
ii really hope that we will have our future..
n ii really did tryin to b a good galfrenz for you..
iim willin to do anythin for you n us..
ii wan to work hard for us..
but what ii feel now is..
iim still fail to b da 1..
ii still not that good??
mayb.. but iim reali tryin to change for you..
you're always da 1st one ii think..
always my 1st place in heart..
do you know that?? cant you feel that??
yea yea.. mayb ii still not enough good yet..
iim sorry for that.. iim really sorry!!
ii duno how to b da gal you wan..
can you please tell me??
or you just tell me what you wan now??
can you?? please..
at last.. ii still wan tell you that..
I LOVE YOU..
n ii really do love you alots alots..

holidays..

yippiiee yaya~
it's holidays now.. xDD
n this holidays iim goin back to subang..
wuhuuuu~~ ii have a long period din back there..
ii miss da time there.. da life is so relax.. =]
n ii can play with my baobei.. take care of her.. =]
but ii will gain weight while ii back subang..
cause ii ate alots alots.. =(
no choice.. mama cooks is delicious mahh.. x]
n da main reason ii back is..
celebrate my elder sister's new born baby "man yue"
(paiseh duno what call in english)
iim goin back tomorrow afternoon..
n not sure when ii come back to KL..
maybe saturday night or sunday??
O___O duno yet lehh.. =X
so ii think ii wont update my blog within this weeks..
frenz, if u all wana find me just message me or call me bahh.. =]
at last wish u all Happie Holidays!! x]

busy + tired..

few day din update my blog..
dun have da mood.. *paiseh*
n iim quite busy this pass few days..
busyin with my assignment..
at last, ii done my QM assignment just now..
n now only left da Economics's assignment..

yea iim da "last minutes" type of person..
always rush n RUSH at da last minutes..
it's a bad habits?? maybe??
but atleast ii can finish it before da dead line.. x]
yupz this is da best excuse that ii always give to myself.. =(

haihs.. ii think ii dun have a good personality or characteristic..
cause ii always do thing by follow my heart or feelin..
is that correct or wrong?? ii think both of them bahh..
ishhh~~ duno what da crap iim talkin now..
my brain is just messy up.. =(

pass few days fall asleep super early..
but another mornin wake up still feel damn tired..
ishh~~ what wrong with me??
really duno.. =(

iim a person who fall sick super easy..
flu can consider my best frenz..
1 week atleast 3days ii will flu.. ii guess..
n nowadays ii fall sick more often..
like din total recover at all..
keep sick n sick.. =( ii hate it!!
ishhh~~ help me!!! please help me!!
ii duno what iim crapin right here!! =(

ii miss my babe.. miss him very very much..
duno why just feel miss him so so much..
he is stress.. there is alots thing in his mind..
but ii cant help him.. or ii cant understand what he is facin..
ishh~~ what can ii do is just by his side..
haihs.. sometimes ii think iim not a good girlfrenz..
yea iim tryin my very best to be a good girlfrenz for him..
but sometimes ii just feel that iim not that good enough..
ii duno.. iim afraid.. ii really duno..
just hope you're here now babe.. =(
iim sowie babe.. ii know you wants me to be strong..
you dunwan ii drop my tear easily..
but ii always fail to do it.. iim really sowie babe.. =(
cause iim not that strong n tough..
even that ii always tell myself ii have to..
but ii still hope there is someone for me..
izit iim like those "little lady/galz"??
yupz ii wish to be 1 of them..
can ii?? ii dunwan to be 1 people.. ii dunwan be alone.. =(
n all ii wants n needs is YOU.. yupz is YOU.. =]